The soldiers forced a passerby to carry his cross, Simon of Cyrene, who was coming in from the country (he was the father of Alexander and Rufus).
Simon of Cyrene gives us the lesson of God’s providence and participation in painful things that reveal God’s grace.
It may have been ordinary weather, but the gravity of the day’s events would make even mild weather feel like the sun; they would scorch the earth and make cold days feel like the tundra. You could sense all of it pressing down on him. Walking through the crowd, he recognized all their fickle responses, which oscillated from the ecstatic “Hosanna!” one day to the venomous “Crucify” by week’s end. All that blood. The uneven weight of a cross beam as he walked the path toward certain death. The heaviness of soldiers doing their Roman work perfectly, as Pharisees and rule keepers looked on in approval at what was to come. There was too much weight – physical and mental – for one human being to handle. It was too much and he was too weak. Everything seemed lost in this moment. He had walked as far as he could and there was nothing left in him.
Most people would not choose to pick up responsibility when the circumstances are this dire. But these are exactly the circumstances that Simon of Cyrene wandered into. Matthew, Mark, and Luke all share this moment in Jesus’s journey to the cross to unfold this gracious lesson. God’s providence brings this North African into the moment perfectly and ends the gospel journey where it began: God will use whom he chooses when he chooses. And when he chooses his favored ones, the Roman soldiers or the Pharisees or even institutions will not get in the way. Even if Simon had been inside of a large fish, God would have gotten him to Jerusalem to carry a cross a short distance if that’s what God wanted to do. Simon’s bearing of the cross of Jesus is a beautiful moment of incompletion. It’s part of a work in progress.
Some can bear the humiliation from fickle crowds. Some may be able to endure the weight of a wood beam. Some may be able to walk 1,800 kilometers in order to carry someone else’s cross. And others may actually be able to withstand the physical bludgeoning from various forms of opposition. Each one of us is different. Each one of us will be called differently.
The reality is that sometimes you and I will have to bear weight just like Simon did. It is all part of God’s cosmic weaving. Simon only gets a glimpse of the physical weight of wood, but Jesus bears the weight of humanity’s sin and the Father’s wrath. Jesus bears your cross, my cross. And when we receive this gift, we offer ourselves as cross-bearers for others in his name.
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